Annie, Oliver, and I have been hatching up some big plans for the magazine during the past few weeks. We were looking at expanding BHM into New Zealand and Australia, then using that as a launch pad into India and China. English is one of the official languages of India, and my son, Jake, is studying Chinese at Portland State University so he could head up the Chinese operation.
We also talked about opening a “Back Room” on the website where several interesting people, such as John Silveira and O.E. MacDougal, would talk about politics, the economy, and other stuff. John and Mac were all for it.
Annie and I had talked about flying to New Zealand soon to scout things out and look for a potential partner there since that edition of BHM would have to be pubished on-site to avoid mailing costs. I had talked with Tom MacDonald about how the “Back Room” could be implemented since he is one of the brother geniuses who run Center Cloud, the web hosting company that has been so good for BHM’s website these past 15 plus years. I even worked with the beta version of a new domain name research tool the MacDonald brothers and their staff had developed and bought more than 50 domain names I thought would be relevant for the future.
Through all this I was reading several books (seven actually) that pertained to my vision of the future for BHM.
Then one day last week, while talking excitedly with Annie at her home about what we were to embark upon, I got chest pains, spent five hours undergoing tests in a hospital emergency room 50 miles south of Gold Beach, and was told by the doc, who just happened to be an avid reader of BHM, that I should slow down.
“You put out a wonderful magazine,” he told me. “I’ve read it for years and I’ve tried many of the ideas you’ve talked about.” He congratulated me for having Annie assume BHM’s main editing duties. “She’s doing a fine job,” he said. “The magazine is the best.”
Then he added matter of factly, “I suggest you let Annie take the magazine into the future.” He said all the tests “show you did not have an acute heart attack tonight,” but that I should follow up with my cardiologist this week. He said the chest pains were “probably the result of narrowing of the blood supply going into your heart,” adding “It may have been brought on by anxiety.”
So today I played golf. It was fun and relaxing.
Annie and I have decided to put Asia and the Back Room on the back burner. I love to work on BHM stuff, but I also love golf. And, of course, I love being alive. So I’m going to slow down, continue to write (that’s loads of fun), and put BHM on cruise control until Annie decides it’s time for a move.