Quietgentleman
08-16-2007, 12:16 AM
UHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGG
A person lays down and his mind won't shut down. It bounce from one thought to the next like a super ball bouncing in a closed container. Never staying on one thought long enough to determine any conclusions. The hours drift by in a haze of frustration of knowing sleep isn't coming. But it still teases you with the awareness that you were half asleep but your mind wouldn't let go. It forces you back to its mindless mission what ever that is. Then you start rolling side to side looking for that sweet spot. The place where you're to comfortable and relaxed where you can't but help fall asleep. But by then the hips start to ache or your back and finally out of frustration you role over and sit up in bed and walk over to the computer push the buttons and you find yourself in the BWH forum reading. This has been my life the last 3 nights. This is the fourth post I've made this night and that's a record for me. I normally go weeks even months between post. This forum has found and struck an accord with me as I see read glimpses into your lives. I have learned quite a little about myself through you all and I would like you all to know I appreciate that. Thank You
Well its a little after 5 and I think I'll go make myself a full sit down breakfast which I normally don't do until the weekends. Possibly take a walk before work, the weather man promised we would finally get a break from all the heat and humidity we been having.
Quietgentleman
A person lays down and his mind won't shut down. It bounce from one thought to the next like a super ball bouncing in a closed container. Never staying on one thought long enough to determine any conclusions. The hours drift by in a haze of frustration of knowing sleep isn't coming. But it still teases you with the awareness that you were half asleep but your mind wouldn't let go. It forces you back to its mindless mission what ever that is. Then you start rolling side to side looking for that sweet spot. The place where you're to comfortable and relaxed where you can't but help fall asleep. But by then the hips start to ache or your back and finally out of frustration you role over and sit up in bed and walk over to the computer push the buttons and you find yourself in the BWH forum reading. This has been my life the last 3 nights. This is the fourth post I've made this night and that's a record for me. I normally go weeks even months between post. This forum has found and struck an accord with me as I see read glimpses into your lives. I have learned quite a little about myself through you all and I would like you all to know I appreciate that. Thank You
Well its a little after 5 and I think I'll go make myself a full sit down breakfast which I normally don't do until the weekends. Possibly take a walk before work, the weather man promised we would finally get a break from all the heat and humidity we been having.
Quietgentleman