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CrazyCrow
11-25-2007, 03:24 PM
A few years ago I lived on an old 350 acre farm. Most of the land lay as hillside and mountains, with about 25 acres of flat usable land. The house, barn and root cellar was conveniently surrounded by approximately two acres of open field. The closest house was over a mile away out the dirt road to the north of the property. To the south stood nothing but wilderness for over six miles.

Electricity and phone service were connected to the house long ago, but there was no public water service. Water had to be pumped from the well by hand pump, or carried by hand from a spring about half a mile away. The bathroom was conveniently located out back. During the winter months I stretched an extension cord to the outhouse so I could plug in a small electric heater to warm the 4X4 foot structure, before going out to put the building to use.

Deer, wild turkey, coyote and small game where in abundance over the surrounding area as were timber rattlers and copperheads. With a number of the later falling victim to a blast from my trusty Remington 870 express. I love that shotgun.

For the first time in my life I was at peace. I called that place in the hills my home for over two years. If I felt like going outside and running around the field naked while screaming like a madman, no one could hear me or gave a damn. I set up my own little combat shooting range out back, where I fired so many rounds, that the trees standing behind the target stands fell over after a time.

On the downside I never owned the place, I like a lot of poor saps payed rent to a landlord. The place was put up for sale and was sold a short time latter by the owner and I had to leave my little rented heaven on earth. This was one of the worst things I can remember ever happening to me, it broke my heart when I had to leave. I still think about the old place most everyday. I would have liked nothing more then to have bought the place but at $350,000 there was no way I could have, not many of us could. :'(

bookwormom
11-26-2007, 08:58 AM
sorry to hear that CC, my heart goes out to you. I hope you find a place to sink your roots in

Txanne
11-27-2007, 07:32 PM
CC--I know exactly what you mean.

I lived off grid on 50 acres for 10 yrs--It was my solace and learning space---PEACE was mine.

When the owner died--his family sold out to the rancher next door-----the 50 acres was landlocked between 2 ranches--

I was given 2 weeks to move 10 yrs of living---I was desvastated---lost and didnt know how to live in the city--


It has not been easy--i seek another place even today--

I know----my foot prints will be on that place for as long as dirt last.


txanne

mtwildflower
04-04-2008, 01:16 PM
A I still think about the old place most everyday. I would have liked nothing more then to have bought the place but at $350,000 there was no way I could have, not many of us could. *:'(

Bummer. I still have dreams of my first house that I bought 20 years ago and sold ten years ago. I really grew up in that place.

But the other side of me can't help but think "sucker" on the guy who paid 350K for a place. What a moron! Aren't you glad you don't have THAT loan hanging around your neck?

You'll find another place and you'll like it better than that one. Just beleive that and with common sense and hard work, you'll get it. ;)

Drawbar
04-19-2008, 09:19 AM
In some ways I feel sorry for you, and I do feel your pain and wish things were different, but if there is any consolation in this, its that at least you enjoyed it while you were there.

Myself I have more empathy for the people that have a place and yet have no one to pass it onto.

A guy at work is like that. he hates his wife,and she in turn hates him, but they stay together just so they can keep what little they have. I give them credit,while working in opposite directions they do keep the little 27 acre place up. Unfortunately they don't have kids. No matter how hard they work, no matter what they do to improve the place, 30 years from now they will be dead, it will be bought out by a real estate developer and houses will go in (its located in one of those areas unfortunately). Just no one to give it too.

That my friends is truly sad.

Myself, I don't have much, but my roots go deep here and as I watch my little girl (20 months old) walk around the pastures, forests and crop ground, I can't help but think that someday it will be hers. It took me 31 years to figure out the meaning of life, but here it is:

The meaning of life, is to create life...

It does not matter if you homestead in a trailer park like another woman on here is doing, or if you have 2000 acres. If you have kids, you have a future well beyond your living days. Land itself is meaningless...you only borrow it for a short time anyways. Its never really yours.