Need Prayer For The Crossroad Of Life

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Been talking to the LORD a lot recently, asking for a deliverance from my woe and frustration; am now asking for an unmistakable roadsign at this odd crossroad of my life. All I know is that things are for sure changing....
I still have no tangible clue, but I can't help but feel that whatever it is that GOD is trying to make out of this old lump of Ozark clay by all the pinching, poking, prodding, and shaping is nigh. Or at least closer than it was. I'm ready for whatever GOD asks...and whatever door he opens. Prayers for guidance and clarity are much needed at this time. Thank You All.OzarksJohn

[sissy]

Prayers sent
sissy

[Laura]

Praying.....

[Grizzy]

Hey John :)

Have you considered that for the Father to spend so much time and effort on you.. He has a vision on who John, the man, would become to be pleasing to Him? Wouldn't there have to be a tremendous Love to set John on His great anvil and mold, shape, and form him? And instead of bitterness, John emerges loving God and surrendering to His authority. Wow.. what a testimony of strength, endurance and faith you show to us who have been quietly watching your transition as we pray for God to continue to strengthen you and perfect His good work in your life!

Thank You, Lord for loving us and never leaving us. Father, when the evil one whispers his lies to John to discourage him, give Him Truth by Thy Holy Spirit.. that You desire a good end for those who love and serve You.. the One true living God of creation. I love this brother with all of my heart, as You have told us to Love One Another.. and John is my Brother in Thee. Bless Him through Thy power and providence, Lord. Give him deliverance from whatever seeks to hinder and bind him. I plead the precious blood of Jesus over John.. the blood that breaks all chains of darkness.

Oh Lord, I Thank Thee, Praise Thee, Glorify Thee for all that You do for us.

in the strong and powerful name of Jesus,
amen

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

on this board.

Howdy.

God sent me a message first thing on new years day. It was a pretty simple. "Get thy house in order." Wasn't anything supernatural feeling or emotionally overwhelming like you might expect a religious experience might be. It was just a thought that entered my head a day or two after an annoying chimney fire incident at midnight on new years. I asked myself what the lesson was here and the revelation wasn't a "Clean your chimney dummy." sort of answer. It wasn't simply limited to the brick, clay, and mortar. It was a broad brush warning. GOD has something in mind and he has tried to tell me to get ready for it for a few years now. But there has been too much static down here on the receiving end for too long. This is why a seek prayers for guidance and clarity. I am trying so hard to be still and listen....OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

Hey John :)

I want to tell you something that happened to me several years ago.

Someone gave me a small dog that I loved from the moment I saw her. She is jus a lil fluffy lovey dog, very small. Well, she was 5 months old when I got her and she thrived for a year or so.. healthy healthy. One day she had some kind of health episode. It wasn't a seizure but she shook like she was in terrible pain. She was not all right all night long. I prayed so hard for her. This was breaking my heart.

The next morning as I readied to go to work, I figured on taking her to the vet that afternoon. She had a wierd droopy look to her that told me we had big trouble. As I drank my morning coffee, I heard inside "Watch and marvel at what I will do"... Quietly, I wondered "ok bear was that YOU? or God?" But "marvel" jus isn't one of my words, so I began to thank God for being with us and comforting me.

I went to my bedroom to see if Sweetpea had come out from under my bed yet (she shook under there all night) and when I called her name she ran out all happy and fine.. ready to get love'n. I couldn't believe that since she was not ok when I woke up, that in this short time.. she was.. perfect. She has never had an 'off' day since.

Well.. a person could just rationalize what I told you until the event was nothing more than a dog with gas in her tummy.. but I was there and this was something very serious, I really thot I was losing her.

John, what I'm trying to say is this. I do not believe God wastes anything that can be used to our good, whether we can appreciate circumstances or not. God is able to call forth the wind, form the universe, and whisper to our hearts.. and I praise Him for His presence in our lives. "Get thy house in order". "Watch and marvel at what I will do".

We must stay on our knees in prayer, live in obedience to God's Word, and trust that whatever comes.. we can be comforted to know we will marvel at how God is able to keep us safe. He healed a little dog. How much more will He do for His Bride, His Church, His Little Ones?

Pick up your Bible and ask God to help you to read with understanding, and then Stand and Be Strong.

God will be God and we WILL.. marvel at what He will do.

Blessings on you and those you love.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Feeling the power of prayer here. OzarksJohn

[Builder Ken]

Oh John could I tell you some stories God is good and all things happen for a reason the reason may not be what you want or may not be in your timing but if it's from God then it's what you need when you need it. Hang in there brother as someone hear told me even the finest of swords go through the fire before they become tempered. Ken

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Still....and trying to be still.....And listen.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

John, Do you have a Bible to read? If you don't, pm me where I can send one to you. When I pick up God's Word in these still quiet times, I get sooo much out of it. I underline and mark passages that are favorites or that are important to me.

You've been on my heart jus lately, and I thank ya for dropping by to say Howdy. Don't be surprized if things are quiet now and perhaps later on if the water gets choppy.. you will see God move in such a way in your life there will be no mistaking where your Help came from.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Yes Grizzy, I have a Bible. (GOD bless you for asking and offering) Same KJV I bought for myself almost 30 years ago. Funny, it went through a fire some years back and was hardly even smoked. Hopefully I'll fare as well when this particular "fire time" in my life has passed. It's hard struggling dollar to dollar with the here and now while wondering how it'll all come out in the wash over the next year.(or so) Sometimes I'm sure GOD is putting me through a restructuring like a company gone sour and in bad need of repair. I also feel as though GOD gave me a clear commandment about getting my house in order about 6 months ago. Trouble was there is an awful lot to get in order and I spend a lot of time simply overwhelmed as to where to start...so I started spiritually, with prayer and hope the rest will be revealed in due time. There are signs...not anything I really expected to happen... so unanticipated and it's something very good but it must be a part of the package yet to be....revealed. Now, I have known that I needed a miracle, and I'm still waiting for it; but just maybe miracles are delivered in a cafeteria plan fashion, with it served one dish or course handed out at a time. Appreciate the thoughts and most certainly the prayers from everyone here. I'm convinced that prayers offered up by one person for another have a special power beyond what an individual can do for themselves, and also that multiplied prayers carry more power. Thank you all. OzarksJohn

P.S.
I listen to a lot of preachin on the
radio, and have been makin' it to church too in case anyone was wonderin'.

[MtnChix]

my miracles often come cafeteria style. and the Bible is full of passages about our dying to self... but you don't hear much about this part: Dying HURTS, but it is so worth it in the end. Just keep following HIM. He has your best interests at heart!!

Praying for you.
njl

[Grizzy]

John, don't think everyone but you is tied up with a ribbon an ready for anything. It might surprize us all how many are so far from what they consider to be a situation that is solid. In the past 10 years (thas a lonnng time) I have seen my life turn inside out and then outside in and I'm not in a better condition PHYSICALLY such as a payed off farm, etc. But in the ways that count most, God has done a work that is so beautiful that am so blessed an trusting for everything else. God's ways and timing are not as ours.. it's different.. an He works on the important things first. A home or farm can fall right into anyone's lap, but what good is it for a man to gain the whole world and lose his soul?

36For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? (Mark 8:36)

Now John here is some meat. Take it an meditate on this next part. Plant this Word seed in your heart, water it with faith, nourish it with praise and thanksgiving, and believe.. wait.. for the Father to bring in your harvest.. In the meantime.. do all that you know to do and then STAND (in faith).

Mark 8:11-21

11And the Pharisees came forth, and began to question with him, seeking of him a sign from heaven, tempting him.
12And he sighed deeply in his spirit, and saith, Why doth this generation seek after a sign? verily I say unto you, There shall no sign be given unto this generation.
13And he left them, and entering into the ship again departed to the other side.
14Now the disciples had forgotten to take bread, neither had they in the ship with them more than one loaf.
15And he charged them, saying, Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees, and of the leaven of Herod.
16And they reasoned among themselves, saying, It is because we have no bread.
17And when Jesus knew it, he saith unto them, Why reason ye, because ye have no bread? perceive ye not yet, neither understand? have ye your heart yet hardened?
18Having eyes, see ye not? and having ears, hear ye not? and do ye not remember?
19When I brake the five loaves among five thousand, how many baskets full of fragments took ye up? They say unto him, Twelve.
20And when the seven among four thousand, how many baskets full of fragments took ye up? And they said, Seven. 21And he said unto them, How is it that ye do not understand?

In God's time, our favors are renewed, as our wants and necessities are. We need not fear our wants and necessities because we have Christ to live upon by Faith, and we do so with Thanksgiving.

You are not alone. There is a plan and you are under the attentive eye of your Creator.

May God continue to Bless and reveal Himself to you.
Try to remember Scripture and write it on the table of your heart.
One day.. you may not have your Bible.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

MtnChix's words blessed me.. she is so right.

[BonnyLake]

This thread has reached the eyes of more folks then you guys can know - and it has blessed me to read it... and inspired me to keep facing forward :)

[Grizzy]

BonnyLake, would you please come with me? I want to show you something...

One early morning in Texas.. I meandered, under a canopy of trees, down a very rural road where each day I hello'd the cows and donkeys. Sometimes, I had to wait for the calves, who managed to escape the pasture, to move over as they stood stare'n at me on the lil narrow dirt road. I entered the winding driving path that fed through a heavily wooded part of land that belonged to the man I worked for. Oh Bonny, it was sooo beautiful back in there. Tall pine trees stood sentry over the tangled undergrowth and few fallen trees where turtles would sun. Many times I had seen does with wee fawns, warm statues, watching me. Creeping Creeping around the turning path there might be a fleeting roadrunner or momma rabbit with her lil ones hopping by.

This particular morning, peeking through the trees hopefully, rounding the bend, my mouth jus fell open. Now the sunlight was able to penetrate the less populated woods and all around were delicate spider webs studded with diamonds. Big ones, tiny ones.. they were EVERYwhere! I had noooo idea they were all there, Hidden Treasure. But this day I saw them.. and was so blessed by the handiwork of my Father. The woods fell back, and now on either side of me was open fieldland sprinkled with colorful wildflowers. There was a soft haze that jus lingered and floated over them. Spread out all over the place were more softspun spider webs.. bedazzled with diamonds glistening. I felt so safe. I felt God's presence...

Keep facing forward, Bonnylake. Be Brave and Courageous. Be of Good Cheer. For all of the things which seek to hinder us, we are not alone. God knew the end from the beginning, you see. He makes our way clear. The enemy drops debris on our path but we navigate easily listening to the Holy Spirit. God gives the angels of His choosing charge over us, to protect us. They.. are our Hidden Treasure. God opens doors no man can open and closes them too, according to His will. He IS in control and you are the apple of His eye, His Beloved, His Little One. And you also are my Sister. We pray for one another's needs in the family of God. There is soo much unseen Treasure we shall one day discover adorned our lives.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[Ironclad]

Ms Grizzy,

That was... just beautiful !!
Just Beautiful...
Good On You

--Ironclad

[BonnyLake]

BonnyLake, would you please come with me? I want to show you something...
... And you also are my Sister. We pray for one another's needs in the family of God. There is soo much unseen Treasure we shall one day discover adorned our lives.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

Grizzy - thank you so much for painting such a lovely picture of your 'secret place'. I have snapshot memories of places in time sprinkled throughout my life also - and they seem to be about unexpected bursts of natural beauty more then anything else, that's probably why I used to spend so much leisure time in the mountains, and at the seashore and in the desert. You painted pretty good, but sorry to say - you can't paint like HE can ;)

It seems that lately a lot of folks here are at some type of crossroads and I'm no exception, so I've been reading the threads of those asking for prayer and asking about being single again - people needing recipes and how to grow that first garden... life most certainly does not stand still does it? It may seem to slow down once in awhile, but when you look in the rearview mirror - there wasn't a moments lapse anywhere.

You know what never ever ceases to amaze me is that God adorns our lives to match how we are at that very second in time... never too much or too little if you'll sit still and pay attention! Of course we all struggle with that faith-wait from time to time, but as I get older those get shorter and mean a lot more to me.

For the last 18 months I have had to hit the 'pause' key and spend a little more time reflecting and imagining what the next chapter of my life will look like - I've decided to indulge myself and find a few new ways of expanding my horizons... I am being more convinced that it's okay for me to learn to receive things from others; that's a sharp left-turn for a giver, isn't it? I have a feeling that you know exactly what I mean! I'm also making the time for closer friendships with women who are in my age group that have had meatier lives then most, like I have.

I think that some of us are really open to bigger spiritual possibilities, and it just so happens that the wider brushstrokes and the lovliest watercolors are captured clearer when the peaks are higher and the valleys are lower... just because that's how we need it to be.

Take Care and thanks again for taking me on that walk with you!
BonnyLake
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[Grizzy]

BonnyLake, I understand what you said, and all I wanted to add is this..

My post to you wasn't to show you the spider webs haha so much as to relay the fact that as we do take careful steps, we are not alone for we are in the company of God's angels and THEY are the real Hidden Treasure. It took my seeing the gem studded spidah webs for that to hit home with me (duh we know stuph but forgit sometimes).

Thank You for sharing so many things to think about, Bearhugs!

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.
Once again the hot breath of the money gobbling monster pants heavily outside my flimsy door. I wonder and agonize if a last minute "save" is in the works. I wonder if my premise of "getting my house in order" is the true key to redemption in this world or if all my worldly efforts expected of and approved by men will end up like a king of olde whose efforts ultimately proved for naught. My faith sometimes feels like a feather in the wind on days like this; and my worries wide awake nightmares that scamper away only to return when I feel exhausted and overwhelmed. Yes, I need a prayer prop up and a spiritual bailout because I'm only me.....and this day it don't feel like much.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

John, today God did a very big thing in our lives, here at home, that I don't want to go into but it was BIG. We din't git rich an no wonderful presents came our way, but God opened a door for us. For a long time this was something we bathed in prayer. It looked kinda not so good. We just waited to see how and when God would move. It took our taking a first step of faith, and STAND there for quite awhile.. and know what? We didn't fall inna hole. God still parts the waters am here to tell yas.

Think about this.. getting your house in order can mean your Spiritual House. Even if where you live goes away, God can reposition you in better circumstances.. he did me. At first I fought it coz it wasn't ME making the decision and choice. But I tell you this, God did a good thing moving me.

John, have you ever gone outside and dedicated your land and home to God? I go out and pray "from cornerpost to cornerpost to cornerpost to cornerpost" and back then, to the first one.. all down the perimeter of the land. I pray for all that lies therein and have dedicated it to God. Whatever happens here, is what God allows, protects, sends.. His Will.

You're ever in my prayers and I'll try to change how I'm praying to get my wording better but I know this.. I don't believe what I SEE (circumstances). I believe what I KNOW (God sits on the Throne of Mercy) and I tell Him jus that when I pray.

One minit you're in a bleak place and then in the VERY NEXT minit it all can change and you see God move in your life.

Chin up, Bearhugs...

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[Grizzy]

Okay..No.

I got out of bed to come back. I went to our Father and prayed for you, rebuked the mischief of hell from your finances, praised God for His mercy. And I knew.. this wasn't enough. John there is something God is waiting for and I don't know what it is. I said to myself, let's SEE John. I think the internet is goney but mebe enough food coz of your garden, late bills, an I see you alone.

Do you know that Satan tried to break my marriage? John, I left NINE years ago because I couldn't manage any longer what my life was. Boo Hoo for me huh? What a wimp. God brought me back Home. I didn't want to come, I did Not.. want to come back. God brought me back Home.

We have 3 cubbies. When my middle child was born I looked on this lil new babe and fear gripped my heart. I was aFraid of my own child! Now, all this time later.. I realize God was preparing me that she would be my difficult one, the one who would cause so much sorrow (for herself and for us), she would be the one child who would not serve God. When she was little she loved Him, but life happened and she walked away. And then later, she was SO angry when I left her father. But now, I dunno, there is a healing that has happened since I came back. We don't do things together, but when I say I love You to her.. she says it back. I have tears an can hardly see to type.

My health went to the dogs back in November. It looked like I was in long term trouble. I wanted to give up. I was tired, John.. tired of struggling and hardship and alone and poor and disappointments. This came at the last of my 9 years leaving Home. I had sought God deeply in those 9 years and it doesn't matter if you believe this, but God gave me dreams and visions in those years.. visions when my eyes were wide open and He showed me things. Then kaBOOM! I lost my health. WHY? After several days of not knowing WHAT to think, on the 4th day.. I gave up. I just gave up. I was done. But, then, I remembered. God showed me back in August trouble was coming.. He warned me.. and He showed me that He would be with me THRU that time of storm, holding me up and by His Holy Spirit strengthening me. So you know what? On that 4th day.. later on in the day.. I said okay NO. I'm not going to do this giving up thing. I made a decision to Walk the Walk an not just talk the talk when I gave my heart to the Lord. I KNEW there would be storms but its SO easy to be brave when yur in calm waters... SO easy. Now the storm was upon me and I gave up? No. I said "Father, I remember what You showed me. I trust You. I don't know HOW You're going to make this right but I will wait on You and praise You and Love You no matter WHAT I feel like." And so I did. And God brought me out of the storm, out of the firey furnace, out of the lion's den, out from the belly of the whale, out from the path of destruction the ENEMY layed for me.. into.. Wholeness.

John, make no mistake about it. Satan is the dark lion who roams looking for weak ones, people who are so stressed out and tired he can lie to them and steal what God has given or is ABOUT to give.. if he can just get them to Give Up! NEVER GIVE UP!

Loss has been a part of my Journey, but what I have gained.. no man can measure. I tell God, "Father.. I want to walk with You in the cool of the afternoon in the garden." Thas how I pray. When I finished praying for you tonight, I felt God's presence and I thot yessssss ... I am there...

If you can do this, please tell us your most important needs right now, worries, and let us who are holding you in prayer agree toGether.. for those needs to be met, worries to dissolve, victory in your life.

John, What is it that God is waiting for? What is it He wants to hear from you? There Is something.

I love you, my brother, and I will never forget you are in the midst of the storm.. or that Jesus is in the boat with you...

Father, when John finds these words.. by Thy Holy Spirit, refresh him. Let him feel Your presence. Comfort him. We know we are not to listen to our "feelings" and we are to walk in Faith, but Lord I ask that John.. right now.. feels the peace that passses alllll understanding.. that comes by Your presence. Fill him with renewed strength. Give him an expectency of good things to come, Your Blessings. Encourage his heart, Lord. Give him a tenacity to be able to resist the lies of the evil one who is trying to rob and steal from him. Help John to look above and OVER his hardships and jus see YOU. Oh Father, I know what it is to tremble. I stand in the gap for my brother. Surely Goodness and Mercy shall follow us all the days of our lives.. Your Word does not lie. Trouble may be part of our Journey, but Lord we are able to sing songs of praise while we walk the craggy path.. Thank You for this dear soul.. that you have given to us to love.

in the Powerful Name of Jesus,
amen

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.
Grizzy,
I almost feel as though I owe an apology for my Poe like post, but I wasn't feeling very good that day to be sure. Went to bed at 6:00PM and spent the better part of the next 24 hours there fighting off a virus that gave me aches and pains in places I didn't know I had. That was also the day after I'd overdone it with ambition on the end of a weedeater for several hours to boot. Missed a little job on Saturday because of that virus too. Oh well least I got a little gig today for a few hours. I'll have to contemplate the application of some things you mentioned in your responses. Thank you for your prayers and illustration of a point or two. GOD Bless you.OzarksJohn

P.S.
You know why a horse goes to a
water trough? He expects there to
be water in it. I always get a good
drink here. Never disappointed.

[Grizzy]

I understand sicky an yucky an all. I don't care how ya express yourself.. jus git back in the saddle an RIDE! Enjoy the Journey.. you only pass through this life One Time.. Make it Count!

And gess whut, too? When I was praying for you I asked God to give you a cole drink of water.. by blessing an helping you.. cool huh :yes4:.

nite nite, is late

~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

...and taketh away.

It seems to be the taketh part part now looms largely on the horizon. It's looking as though we may have to park our primary family car in few days for a while. Just can't afford what it's going to cost to keep it on the road right now. Oh well, we scraped by with nothing but the one old pickup when I was a kid; granted it WAS in better shape than the one I have now though. Funny how unfettered access to transportation plays with your mind when it isn't there anymore or threatens not to be in a matter of days. Need prayers to help reveal a solution for this very frustrating problem.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

Ouchie.. I understand where you are. Right now transportation is a problem for us too due to finances. But I know I just prayed for your family aGin :) and we'll see what happens.

Right now we have one car up and running. Hubby has a boxtruck parked at a jobsite that he has to commute a lil over 2 hrs one way to get to. He got it up there an jus keeps it locked up with all his tools in there. They lock up the area at night so it's safe. This isn't a truck ya jus drive around as it guzzles gas. We have one other car up and running as son works and this is our only other transportation. I had to park mine as we couldn't afford to keep the insurance up on it :cry:. Then there is a real old pickumup we have here that jus has so much work needed to be done.. Hubby right now is driving my son's car to the away job until things improve financially. I sure do understand where you are right now.

We were discussing the Fruit of the Spirit in another prayer thread. I had alot to say an am telling yas is hard to be upbeat an patient an fulla faith sometimes an demonstrate Good Fruit but John, we jus cannot be beaten down by the uhohs of this world. We still have the opportunity to smile and laugh and wish someone well.. help a neighbor.. it's our choice, you see. I won't mope if you won't :sarcastic:. Let's see what happens to us. God hasn't gone on vacation and we know He loves us :yes4:.

I REALLY don't like this saying but it's true..
"That which does not kill us makes us strong" ...

sigh

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

After logging off yesterday I got some pennies from heaven in the form of a little gig that lasted about 4 hours or so. Totally blindsided me. I mean really unexpected. Enough to pay a bill that HAD to be payed today plus a bit more for the phone and gas. Moving in mysterious ways to be sure. Now the car thing...and just maybe this IS a case of first things first in HIS time line. GOD is good and all seeing even if I get the horse before the cart. More prayers please. I almost feel as though a change is in the air...please let it be so..OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

Am not drop'n this til yur in tall cotton! God IS faithful an good.. if we can jus hang in there an wait to see what He's doing. Happy Happy Nooz, John!!

~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Maybe I can blame the heat for being t-totally worthless yesterday. Only did about 30 minutes of productive? tinkering on a string trimmer yesteday. Looked at all the mowing that I need to attend to and just about wilted at the thought. It's frustrating wasting gas and money to cut and or spray stuff that you can't sell or eat.
Trying to figure out where the miracle(s) will come from and in what form it will take when it gets here. Sometimes I think of the old saw that says "ignorance is bliss" and realize that there's much more truth than poetry there. I simply see too much, hear too much, and understand too much sometimes.(while wondering how I missed all the obvious signs of my own faux pas) While I agonize over my personal financial armegeddon, I see the country I love and the one my children will inherit withering on the vine, going down hill like a snowball headed for hades; and having to answer questions about the likely future from my kids that they shouldn't even be asking. How can a person deal with all of it at once without being overwhelmed? And that nagging little voice in the back of my head that says all of my personal issues are a result of my spiritual failings. Can't help but think that IF my spiritual house was completely right, my earthly house would be too. One agonizing thought that never goes away is the possibility of being completely destitute refugees much like the Joad family...and so goes my usual daily circle of woeful (and unproductive) thoughts. I pray, wonder, and worry. I know presence of faith is absence of worry, but my only defense is that of a flawed vessel, that leaks and needs refilling constantly. Thanks ( to everyone) for all the prayers and words of encouragement. This thread really is the only cup that I have that runneth over spiritually.OzarksJohn

[BonnyLake]

Can't help but think that IF my spiritual house was completely right, my earthly house would be too. One agonizing thought that never goes away is the possibility of being completely destitute refugees much like the Joad family...and so goes my usual daily circle of woeful (and unproductive) thoughts. I pray, wonder, and worry. I know presence of faith is absence of worry, but my only defense is that of a flawed vessel, that leaks and needs refilling constantly.

Hi John - I've been following this thread and praying for your family along with Grizzy & the others; but I haven't felt compelled to say too much directly to you - until now.

You don’t have to beat yourself up for past imperfections; if you have confessed your sins and asked for forgiveness then they have been removed from God’s mind towards you. He isn’t withholding anything just because you aren’t perfect!
- Psalms 103:12 As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.
- Romans 8:1 There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.

There are a lot of different types of ‘faith’. In the OT the men of the Bible had to take actions based on ‘blind faith’ (trust) before the promises were fulfilled.
- Moses parted the sea - Exodus 14:16 But lift thou up thy rod, and stretch out thine hand over the sea, and divide it…
- Abraham took Isaac to the alter- Genesis 22:2 And he said, Take now thy son, thine only son Isaac, whom thou loves…

If you are getting any type of inkling that there is something you need to do, and it seems odd or weird, and you don’t trust your instincts to take that first step in faith – you can offer up a ‘fleece’ to help you make your decisions.
- Read the story of Gideon - Judges 6:37 Behold, I will put a fleece of wool on the floor…

We are never left alone to seek out our own devices to solve problems that are bigger then we are. His Words in the Bible are full of the stories of people like us who had insurmountable mountains to climb and fears to conquer; but all things are possible through Christ Jesus – we can climb and conquer.
.
BL

[Grizzy]

John who are You?
I am a child of the King.

What does God's Word say about forgiven sin?
Psalm 103:12
12As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.
Your past as an unforgiven sinner was dealt with on the cross and left behind you.. thas the JOY we carry in our hearts.

You said: While I agonize over my personal financial armegeddon, I see the country I love and the one my children will inherit withering on the vine, going down hill like a snowball headed for hades; and having to answer questions about the likely future from my kids that they shouldn't even be asking.

Can't help but think that IF my spiritual house was completely right, my earthly house would be too. One agonizing thought that never goes away is the possibility of being completely destitute refugees much like the Joad family...and so goes my usual daily circle of woeful (and unproductive) thoughts. I pray, wonder, and worry.

This is because we have forgotten our founding FATHER. Yeas we struggle and even suffer because we do not put God first (as a nation) and the status of our country reflects this.. howEVER.. We serve the God of creation who has demonstrated His ability to preserve and show mercy to His people. Do we struggle? Yes. Just because we love and serve God doesn't mean we will not struggle. What's so wrong with learning how to be strong? I marvel when I see God rescue me in times of trouble.. it builds my faith, it shows me God's authority over the darkness, it reaffirms how much God loves me. Some folks think serving God means times of plenty ALways yet we pray "Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven". God has a reason for what He allows. The Bible tells us there are seasons for everything. Tell your children we do not understand what God is working in our lives but God is IN our lives.. He IS our very life!

John, you're doing so well.. have come so far! The doubts an worries, where do they come from? The lies whispered to you that ya'll may become refugees are Lies straight from the pit of hell. See it for what it is. If you entertain them, you may not realize it, but this is denying that God IS ABLE to sustain all of your needs.

Revelation 3:16
16So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

My brother hear me. Make up your mind. Either you serve the God of Creation for whom ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE or you don't. If you DO, then quit looking around an look UP. Have you ever just gotten alone an spent time worshipping God, KNOWing He was there with you?.. the same God who worked all the miracles and goodness for His people in His Word? Have you totally bowed before Him praising Him and expressing your JOY in knowing you are pardoned from your sin and happily wait to be with Him in His kingdom? Sometimes we go through the motions but do not fully stop to think what this relationship really means. God.. made a way for us to be with Him forever. HE tends to the details of our lives when we walk in His way. HE makes the way clear. And if Satan tells you any differently just remember that Satan is the author of LIES.

John 14:6
6Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life...

The fire in your heart is not lit. You're going in the right direction for sure, but the whole reality of your relationship with your Father hasn't really hit you yet. When it Does.. NOTHING will be able to take your peace away.

John 14:27
27Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

John, I want to introduce you to your Father. He created all things out of nothingness. He has ALL authority in ALL matters. He loves you and broke Himself for you. He has wiped away your past sins and written your name in the Lamb's Book of LIFE. There is nothing He cannot do. Fall down and worship Him, praise and adore Him.. and walk in the peace that passes all understanding...

Your Journey is quite hard, but you are not alone.. you have the strength of your Lord inside you, His Holy Spirit.. angels beside you.. and amongst the rest of your spiritual family (the Bride of Christ) you have a bear who believes in you and loves you.. prays for you always.. You are redeemed and there is a place prepared for you in Glory!

One final word. We do not know just when in time the final days will fall. When that time comes, it is going to be the most trying of times. No one wants to be the last generation in those times, and those who do not surrender completely to God will struggle to the point many will give up. This means no matter what comes, we must trust and walk in faith. Fill up your faith tank, John.. fill it to overflowing. Know that you know that you know.. who your God is.

Be Strong
Bearhugs
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Absorbing what y'all said.

I see my current spiritual walk and journey as a long hallway with many rooms like a Hotel. The reward is at the end of the hallway with the LORD and the rooms are constant distractions and worries; some good, some bad, some frustrating, and some simply pointless, time wasting distractions...Pray that I focus on the meat and potatoes and stay away from the mostly pointless (and less "nourishing") salad and dessert bars of this life and journey so to speak.
Yeah, I know my thought/parable process is a bit "warped" but sometimes I think in pretty base terms...like a buffet for instance. Come to think of it, I'm hungry in more ways than one.OzarksJohn

[Ironclad]

Mr OzarksJohn,

Me too...Ive been following the post here. Reminds me of how my dear ol Dad used to tell me, about down on the farm, when the storm was approaching. It is normal I guess for children to get scared and show their freight. But it's something else, when the grown adults show that fear too!

The cattle, they all bunched up together on the fence; the barbwire fence furtherest away from the oncoming storm. But then it happened. The damned evil from the sky spit down a streak upon that fence...and with an explosion with fire and light and horribleness, it sleeked itself on down the row, all down the length of metal wire. And all the beefs who were anywhere close to the fence...got blown up and killed and fried instantly. Just like that. You really had to have been there, to understand how powerfull it was. At least, that's the way it was always explained to me...so dang amazingly powerful and horrible and incredible.

That's the way I have always considered... My God. Amazingly powerful and horrible and wonderful and all incredible...all at once. Completely good and bad all at once. Life and Death. Night and Day. KAPOW !!! the lightining can come upon you... and you can touch the hand of God. And you will wish that you had never prayed for that blessing; it will burn you and leave your scarred.

Do not go praying for blessings; Do not go asking for sanctuary; Do not go asking for God to make himself known to you. Trust me my friend...Ive been there; and I wished sometimes that was a mountain I hadn't have climbed.

Just learn to recognize and accept the meager blessings that are upon you now. Learn to appreciate how wonderful the simple life can be.

Simplify your life; as much as you possibly can; immediately; now.
And keep it that way forever; for the rest of your life. And then someday coming...you'll realize, that is your blessing. The simplicity.

Yea, I know... it is a meager existence. But it works for me. And I find such bliss here. I wish I could explain it to you. It's just beans and rice; but the sun is warm and the moon is sweet; and my dreams at night are just...exquisite. I awake with a smile on my face. There aren't many rich men in their mansions, that can claim such fame as that. There are few of the Holy Men on top of the mountain who wish they werent afraid of the lightining. I'm just good; at home; at peace; with solitude; in my simple little life.

This should be easy to find. You might already be there, and not know it?
--Ironclad

[OzarksJohn]

....As opposed to wanting everything you get.

Howdy.

Ironclad:
I think I understand. Yes, the taste of getting what you ask for (or "success") can truly be the taste of ashes upon the tongue. In retrospect I can see some of that wisdom simply in some of the jobs I asked for, received, and soon felt cursed because I had them. I have often pondered how I could have been so messed up and over by something that should have been a blessing. My last truck driving job took away everything I thought I was working for in exchange for some filthy lucre that was so fleeting. Scarred? Yes, by several experiences with people and situations but not by the LORD per se. He may have lifted his hand when he saw an educational opportunity in my misery though. Thank GOD for unanswered prayers too. I can remember a few times that song was spot on. Looking toward that day when I can finally arrive at a place of peace and refuge with a breath of life left in me. Simplicity may well be the blessing we all seek whether we know it or not.OzarksJohn

P.S.
Prayers Please.
Got a bad feeling this is going to be a rough
next few days.

[BonnyLake]

Do not go praying for blessings; Do not go asking for sanctuary; Do not go asking for God to make himself known to you. Trust me my friend...Ive been there; and I wished sometimes that was a mountain I hadn't have climbed.


Ironclad - I'm glad to see you back. You have added another dimension to this forum that was badly needed - including these thoughts I'm quoting.

When we pray for ourselves, Jesus taught us to pray 'thy will be done' - He never told us to issue the Almighty a list of our needs and wants and all of the specifics we think we should have. Jesus states that God knows our needs and that He will take care of those. But we also feel like we should be very specific and stand in faith when we want something terribly bad for ourselves, and there are those that teach that concept...

But it's right and true to not seek an exact thing that we believe is the all and all answer to our troubles, because if we ask for it, and it turns out to be a pile of dust and distress, we have nobody to blame but ourselves. It's a hard thing to ask for 'His will to be done', without knowing exactly what that might be for us individually.

He also never forgets our prayers - if we ask for something we will realize it eventually, just perhaps not in the ways we envisioned it.

OzarksJohn - stand on His promises, seek His forgiveness, and then let it go... I believe that's what you have decided is right for you now anyway.

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

It's been a complete money bust for several days running now and yet here I am in town trying to figure out how to make a buck to buy more gasoline. Got news from family that also contributes to the odd feeling, wondering what all that means to me if anything. Someone stepping out on faith and selling a home with nowhere to go just yet...Somewhat envious wishing I was in the same position of being able to just grab on to a wild mustang of an opportunity and RIDE. I CAN see how our earthly junk sometimes really does constrain us and imprision us even though it's of little value at the end. I knew that the next few days were gonna feel wierd and sure enough it's a mixed bag of things to cause it. It's almost as though I'm feeling a "gut" instinct sort of thing but just can't put my finger on it. Probably need some quiet time to pray and be led...Prayers please.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

am continuing to pray for you, John..

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[Ironclad]

.... Simplicity may well be the blessing we all seek whether we know it or not.OzarksJohn


Sounds like our friend Mr Ozarks John has it figured out! Good on him, for his spirit and his frame of mind. But that dont mean squat, does it, when it comes to being hungry and needing a roof over your head?

And so...my prayers will continue for you my friend. Ive been there. I know of that suffering. I pray for your comfort.
--Ironclad
ps...cant you find someone; some organization in your community, that will give you a helping hand? Maybe you havent reached out, for help? It's my experience, that there are a lot of good people, just about everywhere who will help, if you just humbly ask them?

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Hit a new plateau Sunday. It was good. I'll elaborate more when I can find the words to explain it to my satisfaction. Still no concrete cashflow but you know, GOD is going to fix that too....More prayer and more time needed.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

Howdy.

Hit a new plateau Sunday. It was good. I'll elaborate more when I can find the words to explain it to my satisfaction. Still no concrete cashflow but you know, GOD is going to fix that too....More prayer and more time needed.OzarksJohn

After a very dry time of no real work, hubby was asked to work due to his expertise needed there. Thank you Lord! Well guess what? He couldn't find anyone who wanted to work. Gosh it's hot. There was a holiday coming up, on an on. We prayed. We waited on the Lord. One.. day.. at a time.. there was someone to help hubby work.. or there wasn't.

We needed a generator. Well who has money to buy a genny? So we prayed. We waited on the Lord, one was loaned to us and it worked for all of mebe 2 days. Hubby had jus gotten a draw from what he had accomplished but he wasn't really to where he should have gotten payed. Yet, he was payed. Praise God! Now he could buy a new genny (sigh) that we didn't really want to buy at this time coz bills are due. Okay, we got the work, the genny, and a Friend who is nearly 70 years old working as best as he can. Butttt he had to rest. One young man worked one day and then decided he can't do this anymore. But that was ONE MORE DAY FORWARD. THANK YOU LORD!

Yesterday, there was no one to help work. We prayed and hubby stayed home to wait on God. This job is about 2 hrs of gas and time from home. Today.. Hubby has someone willing to help him work hard to catch up. Praise God! Our very existance is one.. day.. at.. a.. time.. of blessing, and waiting, and praying, and hardship. BUT, God is in control and we KNOWit!

Do you know what the best part of the day was for Adam, I betcha? The cool of the afternoon when he walked and talked with God. I jus know that must have been true, because thas my favorite time of the day.. when I can lay the cares of this life aside and jus visit with my Father.

Lord God, Abba Father.. Thank You for what You provide for us. Please give us strength to follow Your pace. Bless John with all that he needs to care for his family. Give him a sip of cool water to encourage him. Fill his cup to overflowing, Father. The faith of my brother gives ME courage, and I thank You for John and his lil family who struggles and yet keeps their hearts set on You. Satan rages and yet we have peace, Lord, because You are all powerful and in control.. and You have set Your Love on us.

in Jesus name,
amen

Be Strong, John, and while you labor and struggle please.. oh please.. do not miss looking around and Seeing.. the wonder, beauty and goodness of what lies all around us in this life we have been given.

~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Still on that new plateau of faith and understanding with a plan even though it's a darn loose plan. We have decided it's time to begin packing our bags and boxes for those greener pastures I am convinced GOD has in store for us. I used to joke about being at the airport when my ship came in. And it finally dawned on me that being absolutely ready for a GOD sent opportunity meant being ready both spiritually AND physically. It's kind of funny in hindsight, but it's almost as though I've been resisting GOD by not being prepared for his blessing. It's going to be tough getting things in order after 10 years in the same place but I am now convinced that the thing to do is to think and operate as though the moving truck is going to be loaded any day now. I feel as though a miracle opportunity is on it's way, contingent to my being ready to receive it.....Plateaus are a funny thing. BTW had a church volunteer service opportunity that I simply can't do unless I get some cash first...maybe that being ready thing could use a lot of prayer.

Grizzy:
Sorry to hear that your better half is working only day to day. Similar here and I can attest that it's no fun.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

Oh John I was so happy reading your words. I think you nailed it when ya said "And it finally dawned on me that being absolutely ready for a GOD sent opportunity meant being ready both spiritually AND physically." If we don't put on our shooz we aren't ready to take a walk. You're git'n yur shooz on haha!

John, I have peace every day. No matter the circumstances.. I have come to know that nothing is going to happen on any given day that God did not send or allow. He has me, literally, in the palm of His hand.. an YOU TOO! When I think am hearing from God, I always say "Lord, I'm not real smart. Please help me to know if this is from me.. or from You. If this thing I want to do is not Your will for me then Close the Door and if it IS right for me then please show me by Opening the doors so I can go to this place (address or circumstance)." He has never failed me, but then I move slowly slowly waiting for the lead of the Holy Spirit.

Well this is good nooz. Something is changing. Something is happening. John is going on a new adventure!

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for this step of faith John is taking. Make the way clear, Bless Him, and Take him to green pastures.. and Peace. Thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness and for the gentle care You take with us.

in Jesus name,
amen


Yuh know I like this song.. but we don't depend on "luck".. It's all the Blessing of God :)

I was blue, just as blue as I could be
Ev'ry day was a cloudy day for me
Then good luck (God) came a-knocking at my door
Skies were gray but they're not gray anymore

Blue skiiiiies
Smiling at meeeee
Nothing but bluuuue skiiiiies
Do I seeeeee

Bluebirrrrrds
Singing a sonnng
Nothing but bluuuebirds
All day lonnnng

Never saw the sun.. shining so bright
Never saw things.. going so right
Noticing the days.. hurrying by
When you're in love, my how they fly

Bluuue daaaays
All of them gonnne
Nothing but blue skies
From now on...

Philipians 4:13
13I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

Enjoy the Day!
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Well, the decision to begin the process of uprooting was one thing, but wow! getting even the first step started looked and still does look like an overwhelming David and Goliath encounter. Just hopin I have those small perfect stones (we call 'em rocks, but ammo by any other name...) delivered by GOD as they are needed. A year ago I couldn't even make the complete mental/spiritual leap of faith that this project required. Thinking about something and deciding about something is two different things a million miles apart. Completely paralyzed in despair for a lot longer than I'd realized.
Better half and #1 kid filled about 3 garbage bags with clothes from #1's closet that will be donated and/or thrift stored this week. They also packed some keepsake doo-dads too. It'll be my turn soon. Figure I'll just keep the box supply coming home as I can.
Had a complicated and difficult week that lasted clear up to the decision to go to church Sunday morning. Good decision. Recharged me somewhat and also heard very good news from/about a friend that gave me renewed hope that my turn is coming soon too. Also heard about some folks getting a home bought so cheap it was mind boggling, and it also sounded like a win/win for both buyer and seller. I'm seeing signs daily that GOD is working in my circle, and did indeed receive some pennies from heaven once again before the night was over.
Do need some extra prayer over a difficult issue that seems to have no satisfactory answer. Have no clue what GOD wants me to do on this one. Very frustrating.
Wish the heat wave would break...some days I just can't hack it outside for more than a short time. My productivity is severely diminished outside. Never liked those 90+ days, but I could tolerate them better just a few years back. Hope wherever I end up ain't hot. (another good reason to maintain the straight and narrow) Anyhow, prayers are appreciated for me an mine while we weather this difficult and likely very costly transition. But what the heck, everything I have belongs to GOD so he knows best what to do with it....OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

There have ben times when I used to go to church an wish I cud drive so we'd get there faster.. I so needed to be in that place amongst good friends and family.. a stout sermon to help me navigate the coming week. Good for you to find your way there, John.

In heat like this, is sometimes a good idee to git up an work outside real early an then later in the even'n go back.. an do whatever you can indoors inbetween. Well, this is the south an thas how we've lived a long time.

I'll pray for wisdom for you to take care of that matter thas got you concerned. I'll continue to pray that God will make a way in the wilderness for ya'll.. He is so able to do so.

John, you are a Godly man, taking care of your loved ones as best as you can, trying to be the man God made you to be, living and moving in faith, giving God all the Glory.. you jus have to know that God is in the midst of your busy days and in your rest of night.

Yeas, we have giants in our paths, but these giants do not have us. We have circumstances that seem to hold us and keep us from being prosperous.. but these circumstances do not hold us. We have a Father who walks with us.. we belong to Him.. and He gives us victory and peace. Thas all I know.

Yeas, we carry stones.. prayer an faith.. no foe can overcome them.

I know you have alot to do. Jus be as organized as you can and praise God while ya work.

Blessings on your Journey
Prayers continue going up for your lil family

~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Had to go out under the stars last night to get stuff out of the truck. I in awesome wonder...looking at that sky. No accidents there. No "random" happenings no way. Had to pray out there under GODS creation.

Just maybe my plight was what was necessary to awaken me from my previously too comfortable slothfulness.

Just maybe I'm no different than a billion other victims of "human nature".

Just maybe GOD knew that what I needed and would need even more in the future was a new leaness, hardness, a new desperation, and thus a new motivation and inspiration.

Just maybe knowing something intellectually and still becoming a "frog in a pot" is a trap too many of us fall into.

The decision I made a few days back would never have happened had I not been made so uncomfortable. People just don't often make radical costly changes unless forced to do so. Thank GOD for my problems.
Txanne:
Just maybe the answers will begin to come a bit quicker for me now now....thanks for the PM. OzarksJohn

[Txanne]

John,

When the officer showed up with an eviction notice on my place--my little house was paid for--the large lot I had signed over to my son and dil-so they could put a house on it too--
Son was working out of state fighting the hurricanes as a lineman. There was plenty of money to pay for payments--etc.

I had my own income--worked at wally world and was drawing my SS.
It hit me like a sledge hammer--and it just happened to be my past 60 birthday.

I had paid cash for that old MH--replumbed it--new roof--wasnt big or fancy--but I had done it--and painted and love it too life.

I was always so grateful--thanked Him for my miracles.
I tried to get the morgage co. to work with me--to sell
it back to me--to no avail. I was so broken in spirit--I couldnt function--I had 6 days by law to move.

I didnt have the money to rent and put up dep. on new utilities----I found a old job shack
camper type trailer for 100.00--leaked like a sieve---the day I moved the worse norther of all--moved in--I thought I would freeze to death--had a half a tank of propane--put plastic over the windows and hunkered down with my dogs--2 old dogs at that.

In the mean time--I had to quit my job--I had no running water--and of all things--the twin cats on my truck--quit!!!!! Talk about falling into a deep depression wow--I was physical ill.
I was almost immobile--well I was --to be honest,

Long story short--this went on for about 7 mos. I tried to find someone to fix my truck--the cost 1200.00===1400.00--that was no way--

I can tell you with all honesty--I was seriously looking at taking my own life--then a friend on this forum--called on cell--ask me where I had been--I broke down and confided in her---and the next thing I knew--I had a micro wave--a one burner electric hot plate--and a few dollars showed up in my mailbox and the UPS truck.

A man I had talked to called me--he said someone had told him my truck was down--my only way to work or groceries etc. I said yes--he said bring it to me--I'll fix it for 425.00
I almost collasped-- I got someone to put it on a trailer--take it to him--it was over 40 miles and I couldnt drive it--afraid I'd burn out the valves.

I had explained I didnt have that kind of money--he said I could pay it out--now thats not alot of money--but Almighty God wasnt through yet.

Probate lawyer called--confirming my addy--he had received a ck from one of the parties and he needed to get it to me.

It was for 500.00--How merciful---totally amazing.

The day came when the man called to tell me my truck was ready--I went to pick it up and ask him:
Why/ how could you fix my truck that cheap--I told him the prices I had been quoted:

He said--God provided--and because you reminded me of my Mother--someone helped her and he wanted to return the blessing.

She had only passed away a few weeks before.

annie--passing out hankies>>>>>

Has life been easy? NO!!!
I have yet to rebuild my life--when you get old its very hard.
But I have a freedom--he gives me the strengh to go on.
I had to sell most of my stuff--and the dear--beautiful ladies that kept me going --are still on my prayer list.

John hang on--Joy comes in the morning--you will be stronger--and MR. annie knows the heart-ache of being disappionted let down and I understand--

But when the sunlight of the Spirit shows through --you will see and know the reason.
Thank God fort the moonlight on our rocky dark journeys.

Sincerely my friend
In the Spirit
annie aka txanne

[Grizzy]

God Bless and Keep Both of You and the Ones You Love.. gosh..

~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Txanne:

Howdy.

Thank you for sharing your testimony as to how GOD has been taking as well as giving in your life. I think sharing these things gives us all a stength that would be lost otherwise.

With my new revelation(s) as outlined in my previous post has come another; GOD has put it upon me to finally take my pre-ordained authority as head of the household and lay down the law, right or wrong over a few things that unfortunately are a bit too complex and multifaceted to really share here in detail. Unfortunately tough love and GOD given authority are rarely without extreme cost or opposition when lain dormant and never truly or properly exercised. Woe be unto the whistle blower or the messenger of truth. I can hear satan himself laughing right now at my agonizing crisis this day. It's amazing how he uses the oddest and most benign seeming circumstances to begin an attack. I actually was able to imagine the promised land with a smile a few days ago and now...well it's still there; sort of, but now I can easily see the first potential human casualties of the journey. It's tough being put in a very likely no win position. I guess being tolerant right or wrong is one thing and you can live with it up to a point, but if you abbrogate or shirk GOD given responsibility right or wrong, it's an eternal curse. GOD didn't make me foolproof by any stretch, but he did give me authority and responsibility to excercise even if I made an honest mistake along the way. Once I ignored my GOD given "gut" instinct and it led to a ten year nightmare from which I've yet to escape. Never again.
Yes folks, this particular crisis needs prayer warriors badly; as much as the overall situation demanded months ago....it's all interconnected as I see it this day.
What a new plateau this is....had a minister friend once tell me that the closer I got to GOD the worse the attacks would be. Prophetic. Pray for me and my family....OzarksJohn

[Txanne]

God put men in charge not because their better than women etc.
God honors women.
But because their stronger--they think differently and a Godly man
has a covenant--with his God and his wife.

There has to be head of house--if not there is confusion--disruption
and I believe fear--because noone is going to be there to scare off the predators.(Satan)
with prayers and supplication.

Sometimes it seems hard--I know--the family may disagree--But if you are a fair and just man--you will know when God shows you the path to follow.

Now to my point.
Once you set your self on Gods chosen path--DONT look back--as humans we doubt Him I know---I have had to ask forgiveness for that Doubt. That doubt cost me--and I got to tread the same path--again--until He was ready to let me loose again.I went in the opposite direction He wanted me too go. OUT OF FEAR. OF PEOPLE--PLACES AND THINGS.
And what they might think.

Keep straight ahead--I have always loved what God told Joshua--Be yea strong and of good courage--I found that the morning my infant son died.

Always know you have mighty angels--surrounding you--How I pray that for you.
I pray for healing of the situation that has bound you up.

I demand that the evil one--Satan--gets away from you and your family--NOW.
In the Name of the Blessed Savior--Jesus Christ--he has all power--we give satan
power--Almighty God breaks that power--

All my love Dear Friend.

In the Spirit
annie akatxanne

[sissy]

Prayers being sent John. Stand
sissy

[Grizzy]

John am continuing to stand in prayer with you.

Yesterday God slew a monster for me. Miracles still happen, my brother!

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[BonnyLake]

... I actually was able to imagine the promised land with a smile a few days ago and now...well it's still there; sort of, but now I can easily see the first potential human casualties of the journey. It's tough being put in a very likely no win position.
....it's all interconnected as I see it this day.


Hey John –
Just a few words … One really BIG lesson I've learned, and been reminded of allot, is that when we put our situations 'faithfully & fully' into God's hands, He does not do anything half way. There won’t be any short cuts to get to the answers and nothing of importance will be overlooked or glossed over. That's a really difficult concept for us because we want it all to be okay right away once we think we know what needs fixing – but that’s not the type of healing that He brings. - His is real and fits into all of the layers, we puny human beings cannot do this ourselves.

We see our lives as a snapshot of where we are each day and we forget just how many things have led us to that place, but He was there in each moment with each individual and He knows exactly what took place. - so He brings us back around to those times or decisions... over and over again, using different approaches as necessary so that we see the truth of the matter, not just our own understanding of what went on. Only then does He work with us to right a wrong or change a direction - when that begins to happen it's like a domino effect, pieces start to fall together in a pattern and in such a way that it makes perfect sense. He is not the author of chaos; with Him leading the way there is a rhythm and sanity created so that we can accept the truth of the situation on every level, and only then will we know and be able to receive the answers He has for us.

But, be patient … He will take all the time necessary ~
Psalm 90:10 - The years of our life are seventy, or even by reason of strength eighty; yet their span is but toil and trouble; they are soon gone, and we fly away.

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

I'm tired.
Am I completely overwhelmed or just under energized? Some days I think both and neither at the same time.....I need a door to be opened; yesterday.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

John I've been praying for you consistently..

If where you are is like here, the humidity and heat have jus about done me in.. You've got so much you're trying to get done coupled With that heat an no wonder you're wiped out. It's a wee better here an already I have more energy. Chin up, this too shall pass.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[Grizzy]

John.. Ya'll are with me ever day as I pray for you and wonder how you're doing. I wish SO much it was up to me to just open that door but.. I do not have the mind of our Father who can see beyond today with vision into what tomorrow will bring, and a plan to get you there. I jus do know that He is with you, in Spirit, and desires to comfort and help you to grow in grace. His angels surround you. His feathers cover you (Psalm 91).

Proving ground can be treacherous territory, John. The father of lies whispers that yur die'n while the Holy Spirit whispers Life, Hope, Comfort.

There are two wolves. One is red. He growls and is not healthy or good, seeking only to cause hurt and destruction. The other wolf is white. His path is peaceful as he takes his days in good stride. He is healthy and wise.
Which one will thrive and live? It is the one that you feed. Feed the white wolf, John, the faith wolf.

John, I believe that there is nothing more powerful than the love of our Father for His little ones. I believe the love we have for one another is that same love of the Father Thru us. I believe this powerful love can overcome all obstacles. I believe God loves you and your family in this powerful manner. I believe in miracles. I believe in You. You have no idea how each day a bear is walking beside you in spirit, in prayer, in love.. hoping to help shoulder your burden in some small way.. even if it is only being able to pray off red wolves...

God Bless and Keep You.
Find the place in your mind and heart that is so set on trusting God, that nothing can shake you, move you, cause you to stumble. Be so determined and well fed on God's Word that Satan will know.. it is folly to waste time with this man. He has on the full armor of God and is favored by the Father who strengthens him.. and the enemy will step away.

Ride the Storm, John.. You are on the Rock of our Salvation.

Be Strong, my Brother
a bear loves yas
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

I like bears...well, one in particular. Thanks Grizzy.

And thanks to all prayer warriors that have remembered me.

GOD has given me a couple of service opportunities that I've been able to do that helped others while putting a buck or two in the gas tank....both literally and figuratively.
I really wish I could just do stuff and help folks while never having a care in the world for my own issues. Only GOD knows if that's my true calling or not, and he ain't saying out right; just giving me opportunities to serve....and watching what I do. If only he sent e-mails or text messages. Life....a crazy, mixed up, painful, wonderful thing; full of things to make you go: huh?!?!?!OzarksJohn

[dachmom13]

I will gladly join them! God bless You & your Family.

[Grizzy]

John, I wish you could see what I see as I read your words. What a testimony.

Enjoy the Journey
~Grizzy~

[Grizzy]

Romans 15:13
13Now the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that ye may abound in hope, through the power of the Holy Ghost.


God Bless and Keep you, my brother.
Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

As I often say; The rumours of my demise are greatly exaggerated...

Got so absorbed in day to day surviving that I just didn't take any time to post my seemingly continuing soap opera of life.

We have had ups and downs over the last several weeks with a few bright spots, but no deliverance as a whole from our pit of misery. Picked walnuts, sold some scrap metal, odd jobbed a few times. Just stuff. Got to go deer hunting with my sons which was truly one of those blessings from above, how that particular little gem from heaven came about.
Darn truck is really on its last legs seemingly; needs hundreds of dollars in repairs and Im lucky to have a Ten in my pocket. Firewood season is upon us and well...havent even got a saw started yet. Truck is the bigger worry there
.
Had a terrible sadness yesterday when we found our dog dead. She had been the loving companion of our family for ten years. She was the epitome of love from an animal. She has left us all with a hole in our hearts and memories forever of her "ways". They can be so much a member of the family.....RIP.
Prayer warriors, thank you all. Keep up the good work.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

You know John, as I read about your struggles I have to chuckle sometimes.. certainly not at you or what you're going through.. but at whas going on in my own life.

We spend every waking moment (and I think sometimes while we're sleeping too) trying to figger out how we're going to get by. Like ya pointed out.. if the truck is SO brokity HOW am I gonna do what needs do'n kinda stuph. It gets cold and somebody needs some warm clothes this year.. firewood needs cut'n YESterday.. leak'n somethin needs fixin an where is the few bucks gonna come from to git the PARTS.. on an on.. not to mention day to day food and stuph. You look around at your loved ones sometimes and think how different foods would be SUCH a treat.. gosh when did we las HAVE that in the house.. You wish you could bring in some token that would brighten the day.. ease the Journey.. You never quit look'n for these I think.

Some in the family are more positive.. take things better in stride.. and you find yourself nourished almost by them. Others are sad sacks and more negative or jus can't seem to believe for dreams to come true and it's hard to keep them focused on what can be.. what you're working so hard to achieve.

Then.. your heart's comfort is taken away. The dog who was always in the middle of everything.. who loved ya'll who were her pups.. goes away and there is nothing that can make that better. So now mourning is part of your burden. I can tell you that it won't get too much better than it is today. When you love someone (yea even a dog) that love is so strong and I don't believe love ever goes away so how can it all be okay? I think the only way is to give it up and find some little crittur who is miserable and alone an bring him home, wrap your hearts around him and allow him to help YOU in the long run by working le magica only God's creatures can work for us.. unconditionally. Gosh they bring such pure goodness to our lives.

All in all, I suppose things I wrote sound kinda dismal. I look at my own circumstance and how hard it all is.. how these people around me are not anything LIKE me and I want to be ELSEwhere.. how we struggle and how so much of it is not necessary if things were done better.. but God has put me Here and so I jus say Okay Lord.. Give me Strength..

Yet.. on a good day.. on MOST days, I look up and over the circumstance to the gorgeous Carolina blue sky and the beauty of the landscape. I watch and listen to my son who is my Joy and I am at peace. I think, "See that God has provided today what He has provided. The rest will come as it will." I don't know what He is doing with us but I trust Him. Actually, at the end of the day.. I judge a day to be postive and successful by how we HANdled that day and one another. Were we kind? Was I patient? Was I Really thankful for my nourishment and shelter and health? Did we try to encourage one another? Did I thank God for the small small steps we took forward. Nothing really happened that was bad.. even tho nothing really happened to better circumstance.. but it's not CIRcumstance that TRUly matters. It's the small things..

I have ben waiting to hear from yas. Tanks for sharing what you could. I grieve the loss of your pet. I will never git over losing my Woofy Jan. before last. But I look at Shuggabear who I rescued from misery.. she never leaves my side.. she loves me so much and I know the hole isn't plugged.. but am better now coz of her love.

God Bless you and yours and He knows who and where you are coz I point you out to Him every day and ask for goodness for yas. I already am praying on the truck. Seems like a never ending list of needs. Sometime tho.. jot down the blessings. Then weigh the two. There is a deep peace in serving God and trusting Him. This is where your drive comes from.. and Hope. :) After all.. He Alone is worthy of our praise, love, and trust.

Be Strong
Bearhugs
~Grizzy~

[bopperman]

I like that idea Grizz has about praying from corner to corner. I think I'm gonna do it this weekend .
One day back a few years ago , I was riding my bike home from work. Times were hard and I didn,t have a car. I had worked from 6am to 6pm in this little welding shop and had not eaten all day.I had about 20 miles to get home . I parked my bike beside the road to rest and was talking to God about being tired and hungry . I guess I was complaining more than anything . As I prayed/complained a larger than normal bumble bee kept flying up to my nose and then he would take off time and again . Suddenly it occurred to me that this huge freindly than usual bumbler was trying to communicate . The next time he took off , I followed him . Right into the nicest patch of Mid-Ohio hill country wild blackberries that I had ever seen . I ate till I could not eat another one . I got back on my 10 speed and rode like the wind .
Sometimes the answer to our questions is right in plain site . We just have to have our eyes opened.

[Grizzy]

"Somebody's Praying for Me"
written by John G. Elliott

Somebody's praying; I can feel it
Somebody's praying for me.

Mighty hands are guiding me
To protect me from what I can't see
Lord I believe, Lord I believe
That somebody's praying for me.

Angels are watching; I can feel it
Angels are watching over me.

There's many miles ahead till I get home
Still I'm safely kept before your throne
Cuz Lord I believe, Lord I believe
Your angels are watching over me.

Well, I've walked the barren wilderness
Where my pillow was a stone
And I've been through the darkest caverns
Where no light had ever shown.

But still I went on cuz there was someone
Who was down on their knees
And Lord I thank you for those people
Praying all this time for me.

Somebody's praying; I can feel it
Somebody's praying for me
Mighty hands are guiding me
To protect me from what I can't see.

Lord I believe, Lord I believe
Somebody's praying for me.

Somebody's praying for me.

Be Strong...

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

It's always good to read the responses to this thread. Thank you all.
Wish I had a little bumblebee to lead me...And knowing that someone is praying when I'm so distracted and frustrated I can hardly do it myself for myself...GOD bless you.

The clock is ticking might fast seemingly for a whole slew of money related Waterloo level issues this Thanksgiving season for me....and winter isn't even set in yet. Who said stuph to worry about?

Some blessingings I get generally cannot be given a price tag because they are priceless. Whats it worth to spend a fleeting day afield with your boys? I know in a few years I would give anything to have those precious minutes rerun like a favorite movie only much more valuable....priceless. I can say I'm beginning to appreciate less a whole lot more. Age I suppose?OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

John, we chug thru like freight trains til one day we jus settle down for the ride.. yea :D is ole age haha..

[offgridbob]

Never tell God how big your storm is. Instead tell your storm how big your God is.

[Grizzy]

Dear Heavenly Father..

Thank You for being faithful to Your Word. You never abandon us, loose us, wink nor sleep. When our storms rage, You are there. When we pause to gather strength, You supply our need. When we collapse in exhaustian, we rest in You. When we celebrate victory, it is in Your direction we give our Thanksgiving and Praise..

Lord, ever faithful Abba Father, please continue to bless and keep this dear Brother and his family. Lord, I ask for good health, day to day needs, favor with man, for them to know the gentleness of the Holy Spirit and the ability to listen and follow His lead. Let their eyes see and ears hear, oh Lord. Please keep their hearts soft enough and their will strong enough and their faith full enough that the storms cannot leave them tattered, but only with lines of character and endurance.. that marks we are chisled out of love to become who You designed us to become.

In all things, Lord, Thy will be done. From MY heart.. I ask for blessings unspeakable and Joy.. Joy for the Journey for these dear ones.

There is no place we can find peace, but in Thy will and good pleasure. Thank You for the paths that lead us to this place..

Blessed is the name of the Lord.
In Jesus name,
amen

[OzarksJohn]

Grizzy, and others here.

Thank you for your missives on this familys behalf. The meal barrel is not totally empty this Christmas season thanks to prayer warriors and those doing HIS works even though the practical indications of impending disaster loom largely before me daily. In a few days I have several pressing issues that have to be corrected and there isn't at the time of this writing enough meal in the barrel to do so. In GODs greatness there is more than enough time for a miracle though. Always darkest (and coldest) just before dawn I hope and pray. Its as though I can see a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel even though the whirlwind dances all around me and my family at this time. If...... GOD is speaking but still I manage to wallow in confusion as to what the message and mission really is for me. Job I am not....patience wasn't one of my best virtues.
Merry Christmas (belated) to all here; and wishing you all a happy new year.OzarksJohn

[OzarksJohn]

...Me and my family once again.

Howdy.

I have been absent simply because I felt bad about asking for so much prayer here. Have been sick for almost two months and able to do little. Even have a brand new health concern since last fall and this one came out of nowhere. Our financial scenario has not materially improved, save for a timely blessing at Christmas. We are just surviving virtually on a week to week month to month basis. Several no compromise deadlines with $$$$ attatched are looming large. I need thousands where I don't even have hundreds. Simply put, I need a series of miracles to begin soon, and thats the terrifying truth that I deal with at 2:00AM many nights when I should be sleeping. Please, once again I ask that the prayer warriors here mention this family to GOD.Thank you all.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

You beat me here. I've had you layed on my heart so strongly, lately, and have been praying for you, John. I was going to see if I could git an update from yas.. and so ya have given one.

This has just ben the hardest past year. I understand what you're going through and the urgency of time for finances. Now that things are a lil better defined am going to pray more specifically for your needs. John everything that can be shaken is going to be shaken.. for all of us. But we are not afraid. The Lord is in the boat with us and the storm obeys Him. Without faith, we can not please God. We get so tired and the enemy whispers we will fall into destruction.. but he has no authority in our lives. Tell him that John. Tell him. Praise God and know we are covering you in prayer. If God is for you who can be against you?

When Jesus called out Lazarus' name to come forth.. Do you know why the Lord used his name to do so? ("Lazarus come forth")? Because had the Lord jus said "Come forth" alla people in the cemetary wudda gotten up an come out :D. THAS the mighty God you serve!

Be Strong
me stand'n with yas in prayer all thru this
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

The whirlwind dances and the master of chaos and confusion appears to play the fiddle here. Have big issues and questions in the works with few solid answers. Grasping at straws and having to live reactive more than proactive. I need answers with $$ attatched to them. Can't help but think sometimes that all of the turmoil and frustration thats in me and around me is is part of GODS plan to move me to the next plateau or chapter in this life. Sometimes I feel pretty neutralized and like a ship being tossed. I'm certainly becoming aware of my limitations to affect the outcome of anything. Pray for this family.Thank you all. OzarksJohn

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

About mid morning I got the feeling that GOD was working on our problems and had already made his decision on what and how. By 3:00 this afternoon I had received two pieces of better news. Things are far from peachy, but now I think I'll just try and relax a bit and let HIM run this show.....HIS way. Thanks for your faithful mention of this family to the LORD. All of you. May GOD bless you.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

God never lets us down, John. Whew, sometimes we sweat it but He is with us to the end. Gosh.. who can understand God's ways or His thoughts for us. The other day I was praying for you and felt something different.. like a shift. I'm SO glad you stopped by with your words. God is the only One we can have sure trust in. He alone is worthy of our praise and faith. Whatta Journey, huh? :)

Thank You, Lord, for Your Faithfulness!
Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

Got some fantastic news today. Unfortunately I can't elaborate; but suffice it to say that an immense millstone was lifted that nearly drowned me for almost 4 months. GOD be praised! Now those other pesky problems HE is working on for me....Thanks to the prayer warriors.OzarksJohn

[Grizzy]

Hey John :)

I read your praise report but dint want to cover your bootiful words with mine. I've been praising God for the goodness He is bringing to ya'll. Thank you so much for sharing your news with us. God is so gracious and faithful!

Am continuing to pray an believe for your Journey.

Be Strong
~Grizzy~

[OzarksJohn]

Howdy.

The LORD blessed me with the lifiting of a massive millstone a month ago. Thank you GOD.

Now the question that enters my mind is: Where am I GOD? What's next? Where am I in your plan, your timeline, your project?

I am waiting for; and scanning the horizon for something... a tangible, a final deliverance, a redirection, physical and spiritual healing, a reconciliation, a mission. In the meantime I need prayer by those that have lifted me up to the LORD so well... I need answers and spiritual transformation of persons, places, and things around me.....OzarksJohn

[joyce pierce]

praying for you

[Grizzy]

Howdy.

The LORD blessed me with the lifiting of a massive millstone a month ago. Thank you GOD.

Now the question that enters my mind is: Where am I GOD? What's next? Where am I in your plan, your timeline, your project?

I am waiting for; and scanning the horizon for something... a tangible, a final deliverance, a redirection, physical and spiritual healing, a reconciliation, a mission. In the meantime I need prayer by those that have lifted me up to the LORD so well... I need answers and spiritual transformation of persons, places, and things around me.....OzarksJohn

John am so blessed by your testimony of God's faithfulness. :)

As for the mission.. every day issa mission, dear brother. Every day we meet tired an confused souls, lost souls, despairing souls, struggling folks with good hearts who jus need a kind word, souls who have stepped away from the Father needing to come back to Him. I would suggest you pray in ernest.. "Thank You, Lord for the mercy You have shown to me. Now I ask one more thing, Lord.. Use Me." Those are my words.. open your heart to speak this desire to God using Your Own words an see what will unfold.

I prayed once asking God to show me who He is.. and oh John.. God brought me closer!

Be Strong
~Grizzy~